I'm About To Lose My Mind

Because I have a KI VA due tomorrow and havent started ╮(╯▽╰)╭ good job me.

But besides that this was how I was feeling about three weeks ago. It's a very complicated problem, but I felt I needed to type something to let it out.

Not delving too much into the details, a lot of mistakes I made in the past culminated in a situation that had me really frustrated. It's a really long story to put here so if you want the full one talk to me directly :/ or WA or something.

I used to get very affected by what people said and therefore didn't really have a personality because I was always changing for people. But THAT'S NOT THE WAY TO GO some people have made me realise :) 感謝你們. Apparently I seemed like I push people away too NO MOREA THAT EITHER.

雖然我現在還是朋友不多，好友更少，我只可以努力努力永不放棄。

btw 加油 for promos SH1s!

I Need A Doctor

It's been a long time since I blogged! A lot has happened which I probably will sum up in the future.

What does this title have to do with anything? Well, I recently just went through what some could call a figurative death. I'd lost hope in pretty much everything and all I looked forward to was leaving it all behind. 我對世界死心了. But some people showed me that it wasn't worth throwing everything away for. Though the ray of hope I cling onto now is thin, at least it has reappeared. When I was extinguished there was little I could do but run into walls. I have quite a few people to thank. If you're a friend you may get a devotional in coming days!

I'll probably elaborate more on what's happened in future posts. This one is just to facilitate the revival of Something in the Cupboard :)