Great Escape

I dont know who reads this but if you do i probably need some advice. Lately the thought of transferring schools has occurred to me, and the extra year of study now seems even more justified considering my atrocious grades this semester. I have no O levels but with a letter i could try for another JC. The only question now is: should i?

Firstly, i kind of regret my subject combi. ELL is a complete waste of time and i cant score for KI. Math is also irritatingly hard. Would a change in subject combi help me?

Second, right now im (apparently visibly) very unhappy with NJ, especially with it's atmosphere and to some extent, people. NJ is stifling and grey, and so is the atmosphere here. Being stuck in classes with all IP people doesnt help. And there's no way i can get close to others this way. One of the more frustrating problems.

Third, NJ teachers are mostly really useless.

Fourth, softball may get disbanded :( if we get disbanded i'll have lost a family that pretty much were the only people i would stay in NJ for. You get the idea.

And finally, considering my grades at promos i am gonna fail A levels really badly. I dont know if an extra year would help...

I think for the time being im waiting on the verdict for softball. But dear lord do i fucking hate NJC (and a lot of the people inside).